I don't get what happened to me today. The day was going on the same as they always do, except for the fact that I was more tired than normal, and then throughout the day I just had random feelings of depression.
That really doesn't make any sense. Nothing happened that should make me that depressed. I understand that Allison broke up with me and all that, but I'm alright with that. And I didn't just convince myself of that, either. I know it for sure. Because everything is fine between us and we're pretty much the same way we were before. So I don't understand where these random depressing feelings are coming from. It doesn't make any sense.
Eh, anyway. I have to miss FRYS tonight and I'm kinda pissed off. I just wish I knew why I was feeling so depressed all of a sudden.
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
15 All-County style
I think that I'm going to do a 15 for some people in All-County... so ya.
1. You're right. It's much better this way. Neither of us really loses here. I'm not even upset or anything anymore.
2. Get well soon. It's always better to taste your dinner.
3. I don't really know how to react to this. I mean, on one hand, I like it a lot. On the other hand, I don't know how well it would go over with others.... ah, well. It's just a hunch anyway
4. I don't like you at all.
5. It's too bad our schedules were freaking different. Driving there scared the crap out of me.
6. I'm afraid you're too conceited.
7. I like you better this way. It's just like a couple years ago when things were awesome. I like it.
8. You have no soul!!!
9. It was really good getting to meet you, and I think you're absolutely hilarious.
10. Thanks for talking to me in the morning. You really made me feel better.
11. I'm kinda sorry we never really talked.
12. I wish I didn't annoy you as much as I do.
13. I'm pretty sure I scared the crap out of you. And you barely even know me.
14. Stay away from my friends.
15. Don't bring that up again. If you do, I'll kill you. Only not really. But don't do it.
I always hate the days right after something like All-County where you get to spend a lot of time with your friends from other places. Sure, we might see eachother every week or so, but it's still nice to get to spend an entire day away from school and all that with them. You really get to see sides of them that you never see and you get to spend time with people that you never thought would be as cool as they really are.
I think that my favorite part of All-County or like FRYS is getting to spend time with all of these people. I don't think there are any other people I'd rather spend my entire day with.
*smacks head to desk*
of course....... there's always something in the way... crap.
1. You're right. It's much better this way. Neither of us really loses here. I'm not even upset or anything anymore.
2. Get well soon. It's always better to taste your dinner.
3. I don't really know how to react to this. I mean, on one hand, I like it a lot. On the other hand, I don't know how well it would go over with others.... ah, well. It's just a hunch anyway
4. I don't like you at all.
5. It's too bad our schedules were freaking different. Driving there scared the crap out of me.
6. I'm afraid you're too conceited.
7. I like you better this way. It's just like a couple years ago when things were awesome. I like it.
8. You have no soul!!!
9. It was really good getting to meet you, and I think you're absolutely hilarious.
10. Thanks for talking to me in the morning. You really made me feel better.
11. I'm kinda sorry we never really talked.
12. I wish I didn't annoy you as much as I do.
13. I'm pretty sure I scared the crap out of you. And you barely even know me.
14. Stay away from my friends.
15. Don't bring that up again. If you do, I'll kill you. Only not really. But don't do it.
I always hate the days right after something like All-County where you get to spend a lot of time with your friends from other places. Sure, we might see eachother every week or so, but it's still nice to get to spend an entire day away from school and all that with them. You really get to see sides of them that you never see and you get to spend time with people that you never thought would be as cool as they really are.
I think that my favorite part of All-County or like FRYS is getting to spend time with all of these people. I don't think there are any other people I'd rather spend my entire day with.
*smacks head to desk*
of course....... there's always something in the way... crap.
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Blarg!!!
So... All-County should be interesting. I hope we can manage to pull it together quick. lol
Of course that would mean I have to practice, which is hard enough as it is. Mostly because of so many other things.
I'm afraid of what my work my do to me when they find out I have so much other stuff to do. I really hope I don't get in big trouble because I really can't miss anything (All-County rehearsal on Monday, Pit orchestra, concerts). I'm afraid that i'm going to get like... fired. Or something.
Another thing that has come to my attention lately is my lack to focus. I feel like I haven't really been focusing enough on school and the like and that I'm too worried about other things that I'm going to start slacking off and my grades are gonna drop. meh....
And of course the most of you know that now my new cello may not be as good as I originally hoped... which might mean doom for me. And Edgar. And my bow, which needs rehairing....
And I'm kinda sad that I can't go to that Sadie's dance, even if it is kind of retarded. Especially if Allison wants to go. Depending on if she does or not, I'm going to try to go. Or not. It really depends on what she wants to do (considering it is a Sadie's dance). We wouldn't even have to dress up...
I also realized that Valentine's day falls on a FRYS night, and is 2 months. That's crazy. ;)
And... blog over!
Of course that would mean I have to practice, which is hard enough as it is. Mostly because of so many other things.
I'm afraid of what my work my do to me when they find out I have so much other stuff to do. I really hope I don't get in big trouble because I really can't miss anything (All-County rehearsal on Monday, Pit orchestra, concerts). I'm afraid that i'm going to get like... fired. Or something.
Another thing that has come to my attention lately is my lack to focus. I feel like I haven't really been focusing enough on school and the like and that I'm too worried about other things that I'm going to start slacking off and my grades are gonna drop. meh....
And of course the most of you know that now my new cello may not be as good as I originally hoped... which might mean doom for me. And Edgar. And my bow, which needs rehairing....
And I'm kinda sad that I can't go to that Sadie's dance, even if it is kind of retarded. Especially if Allison wants to go. Depending on if she does or not, I'm going to try to go. Or not. It really depends on what she wants to do (considering it is a Sadie's dance). We wouldn't even have to dress up...
I also realized that Valentine's day falls on a FRYS night, and is 2 months. That's crazy. ;)
And... blog over!
Monday, January 22, 2007
I feel an update is in order.
Anywho... the Claire saga continues. It turns out that she thinks that I'm turning her friends against her... which totally makes since how? I gave up on the whole thing a long time ago. Lately, though, she's become unbearable. Even some of her friends agree with me. Hey. Their choice.
I feel the need to do that 15 things thing you guys are always doing...
1. You're absolutely not boring. I know I'm probably taking this too far, but you aren't. You're just amazing.
2. I wish we talked more often. You're cool, dang it!
3. Stop being a creepy stalker guy. You're really starting to tick me off.
4. Meh. You're so innocent. When will you decide to do something???
5. I like talking to you.
6. Haha to Pennell!!!! Death to Red Wings!!!!
7. What's going on? I feel like we keep having little problems that we can't figure out. I don't want things to be hard anymore...
8. Stop being so retarded. You're getting on my nerves.
9. You're in my head all the time!! And I don't mind...
10. You need fixing. Badly. Soon.
11. When are you going to realize that I do indeed have feelings?
12. I like you. I like you very very much.
13. I need to meet you. Sometime soon perhaps?
14. I want to see you again. It's been forever.
15. You should give me the answers to the history homework... please? lol
Ya, so like 4 of those were directed towards one person because... I only got to 11. So ya.
I feel the need to do that 15 things thing you guys are always doing...
1. You're absolutely not boring. I know I'm probably taking this too far, but you aren't. You're just amazing.
2. I wish we talked more often. You're cool, dang it!
3. Stop being a creepy stalker guy. You're really starting to tick me off.
4. Meh. You're so innocent. When will you decide to do something???
5. I like talking to you.
6. Haha to Pennell!!!! Death to Red Wings!!!!
7. What's going on? I feel like we keep having little problems that we can't figure out. I don't want things to be hard anymore...
8. Stop being so retarded. You're getting on my nerves.
9. You're in my head all the time!! And I don't mind...
10. You need fixing. Badly. Soon.
11. When are you going to realize that I do indeed have feelings?
12. I like you. I like you very very much.
13. I need to meet you. Sometime soon perhaps?
14. I want to see you again. It's been forever.
15. You should give me the answers to the history homework... please? lol
Ya, so like 4 of those were directed towards one person because... I only got to 11. So ya.
Thursday, January 18, 2007
I have a few things to say... not only to the three of you who read this, but to someone else as well.... who doesn't read this.....
So... my school is having a dance. Still don't know when though. Whatever. It is a Sadie Hawkin's dance. Sounds normal enough, right?
Wrong.
As a matter of fact, it is a Sadie Hawkin's dance with twist (that's seriously the name of it)????
You have to dress up for it. Now, if you want to go, and you want to dress up, that's cool and all that, but what's wrong with having just a regular normal dance? You know, like a regular Sadie's or something.
A side note on that: There are posters all over our school talking about it, and one says:
"Comming soon, Sadie's WITH A TWIST!!!"... and no, the spelling error was not me, it was, in fact, the creater of the poster.
My school is so terrible at spelling.
So, as you all know, this week/weekend/however long it is is CMEA. Mr. Sawyer was gone today and left the class in this girl Julia's hands. She is actually a very good teacher. My problem was that nobody listened to her. I'm now officially public enemy number one in my orchestra. Because I stood up and yelled at everybody to either listen to her and play, or get out of the classroom... say all the things that you want to say about me, but I feel very strongly about playing in orchestra and trying my best to play as well as I can and trying to get the orchestra to sound as good as we can. All that that class does is complain about playing and every day at least 7 people say something along the lines of "Do we have to play today?"
In my opinion, it's either play, or get out. Go back to concert orchestra with the others who don't give a crap. If you don't want to play, you don't have to.
And there is Jake's angry rant number one. Yes, sadly, there is two.
And here it is: This is NOT directed at any of the three of you that are reading this.
Okay, look. You had your shot. You made it this way. And now you're blaming me. You're the one that yelled at me and told me that you hoped things happen that are horrible and not going to happen. You keep trying to make it sound like it's all my fault, even though YOU are the one who messed it up. So let's get something into your thick skull. You had your chance. Stop making it seem like I am the bad guy here. And most importantly: stop making my friends treat me differently. I'm sick and tired of my own friends telling me to be nicer to you. I don't need to, or should, because you're the one who said anything nasty to me, and I never did anything to you. You are making me really really angry right now, you just need to get it in your brain that you did this to yourself, and you're stuck with that. GET OVER IT!
Okay, sorry about that. I'm feeling a bit angsty tonight...
In other news, today was not a good day.
In other other news, Allison is like, the coolest, most amazing girl ever and I'm so lucky to have her/you as my girlfriend. I really want her/you to know that. :)
Wrong.
As a matter of fact, it is a Sadie Hawkin's dance with twist (that's seriously the name of it)????
You have to dress up for it. Now, if you want to go, and you want to dress up, that's cool and all that, but what's wrong with having just a regular normal dance? You know, like a regular Sadie's or something.
A side note on that: There are posters all over our school talking about it, and one says:
"Comming soon, Sadie's WITH A TWIST!!!"... and no, the spelling error was not me, it was, in fact, the creater of the poster.
My school is so terrible at spelling.
So, as you all know, this week/weekend/however long it is is CMEA. Mr. Sawyer was gone today and left the class in this girl Julia's hands. She is actually a very good teacher. My problem was that nobody listened to her. I'm now officially public enemy number one in my orchestra. Because I stood up and yelled at everybody to either listen to her and play, or get out of the classroom... say all the things that you want to say about me, but I feel very strongly about playing in orchestra and trying my best to play as well as I can and trying to get the orchestra to sound as good as we can. All that that class does is complain about playing and every day at least 7 people say something along the lines of "Do we have to play today?"
In my opinion, it's either play, or get out. Go back to concert orchestra with the others who don't give a crap. If you don't want to play, you don't have to.
And there is Jake's angry rant number one. Yes, sadly, there is two.
And here it is: This is NOT directed at any of the three of you that are reading this.
Okay, look. You had your shot. You made it this way. And now you're blaming me. You're the one that yelled at me and told me that you hoped things happen that are horrible and not going to happen. You keep trying to make it sound like it's all my fault, even though YOU are the one who messed it up. So let's get something into your thick skull. You had your chance. Stop making it seem like I am the bad guy here. And most importantly: stop making my friends treat me differently. I'm sick and tired of my own friends telling me to be nicer to you. I don't need to, or should, because you're the one who said anything nasty to me, and I never did anything to you. You are making me really really angry right now, you just need to get it in your brain that you did this to yourself, and you're stuck with that. GET OVER IT!
Okay, sorry about that. I'm feeling a bit angsty tonight...
In other news, today was not a good day.
In other other news, Allison is like, the coolest, most amazing girl ever and I'm so lucky to have her/you as my girlfriend. I really want her/you to know that. :)
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
mmmrgg...
Ya, I just realized that the Pops concert at my school is a FRYS night. Which means that Allison might not be able to come, and that would totally depress me... so ya.
FRYS concert tonight didn't go quite as bad as expected. We actually managed to sound like we were really playing something that we practiced... plus... WE GET TO PLAY THE NEW WORLD SYMPHONY!!!! Which I happen to love very much.... so, ya. I'm excited!!!!!
And apparently, I'm living in a hut outside of Tucker's girlfriend's house in the future...
Ya, I don't get it either.
FRYS concert tonight didn't go quite as bad as expected. We actually managed to sound like we were really playing something that we practiced... plus... WE GET TO PLAY THE NEW WORLD SYMPHONY!!!! Which I happen to love very much.... so, ya. I'm excited!!!!!
And apparently, I'm living in a hut outside of Tucker's girlfriend's house in the future...
Ya, I don't get it either.
Monday, January 15, 2007
Update!!!
Life in Jakeland could not be going any more swimmingly than it is right now. I have nothing to worry about (except for that DBQ on Wednesday. Yikes!) and things are great with Allison, and... just everything is awesome.
So, tonight. FRYS dress rehearsal. While we are packing up to leave (after Allison had left), and my cousin had asked me if I had spent the entire break with her. I said that I did, and then Claire (my ex, if you don't know who she is) comes walking by and completely smashes into me with her trumpet/case. Now, I know what you may be thinking. There might have been no room to get through and it was just an accident. But there was at least 5 feet between me and the wall. Anyhow... it kind of pissed me off. She's the one that dumped me, right? Plus, I have the most amazing girlfriend ever :).
So anyway... besides that life has been great. I'm just hoping that nothing bad happens. This is always how I feel before something bad happens.
Come on, karma!!! Don't let anything change for once!
Please?
So, tonight. FRYS dress rehearsal. While we are packing up to leave (after Allison had left), and my cousin had asked me if I had spent the entire break with her. I said that I did, and then Claire (my ex, if you don't know who she is) comes walking by and completely smashes into me with her trumpet/case. Now, I know what you may be thinking. There might have been no room to get through and it was just an accident. But there was at least 5 feet between me and the wall. Anyhow... it kind of pissed me off. She's the one that dumped me, right? Plus, I have the most amazing girlfriend ever :).
So anyway... besides that life has been great. I'm just hoping that nothing bad happens. This is always how I feel before something bad happens.
Come on, karma!!! Don't let anything change for once!
Please?
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