So, Claire wants to talk to me...
I forsee problems...

Not cool. Most definitely not.

The good news is, I feel much much better... I don't know exactly why. But I do.

Sometimes.

My friends can be real assholes. They really can.

Meh...

What the heck is wrong with me?

I feel really really depressed for reasons I don't even know. I'm starting to get angry with myself. There is absolutely no reason to feel as depressed as I have been feeling.

Maybe it's that I'm not up with Katie and Julia at All State. Maybe it does have to do with Allison and I'm just telling myself that it doesn't. I don't know. All that I know is I'm sick and tired of myself being so depressed all the time anymore. And apparently I'm very good at masking it because I'm still normal Jake around everyone else. Except for today I yelled at my friends because people kept walking by our table and running into me. I really got pissed off.

I really need to find some way to end this depression crap. I just feel like a complete waste of life for some reason and I can't figure out why.......

I must be off my rocker.

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I guess I didn't realize how truly addicted to myspace I was until I lost it...

But now I have it back, so I'm not going insane anymore. Sorry Allison. lol


I like Facebook better now anyway.

I don't know what this title should be....

The Moldau is freaking amazing! I've been listening to it over and over again for about the last 2 hours... no joke.

I think I've battled away my random depressionly feelings. I'm proud of myself. I think I figured out what was causing it also, and it's not that big of a deal. I do suppose that there was a little bit of jealousy involved, and also it was just after breaking up with Allison, so everything was sort of out of whack, I guess... I dunno.

Anywho... I'm bored. No homework or anything to tie me over. And I don't even have anyone to talk to on AIM.... and myspace isn't working (Allison, maybe it's a sign!!!). So it's been facebook and facebook alone for the past few days.

I'm hungry... maybe a cookie will make me happy.


Much better.

Gah... I really need someone to talk to... I've been talking to random people that I met like a long time ago lately and tonight it seems like nobody is there...

Whatever. My random blogging really needs to end.

But I'm just bored enough to write about an evil insidious plot I've concocted....

So, our school is doing this thing with singing telegrams, or something, and I think I should send one to Tucker, frame Claire, Ivanna gets angry, Claire dies. Well, not dies, but does get maimed.

Haha... maimed....